Beast of Burden

Utters hoodie, woods shirt, all black. Obsession will be the end of me, but it’s the only way I’ve made it this far. I think I can crack this code. Emulation. Empathy or mirrored behavior. But a Machiavellian worldview is beyond me. Faking interest strains me. I’m incapable of “til you make it.” Life is as serious as a heart attack. Where do you think my hair went? The only thing keeping the stress at bay is day-by-day. Estate planning is well and good, but there’s no hope on the horizon so I’ll listen to this record for the millionth time.